Salaam'alaikum.
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Sesegar hijau daunan

Begitulah kita diibaratkan
Tiada siapa yang bisa memisahkan kita
Antara kita semua
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Foreword: Nadiah,awk jangan marah ke ketawe eh. Sekarang kite dah "ajar" awk lagu tu. Jangan lupe tau! hehe!

So we will be getting our results next week. THE results. It's not that I'm freaking out, diagnosed with diarrhoea or smthg-heh tak de kene mengene- but I can't help but think about the aftermath. The next stage- where I will pursue my studies.Terlalu luas pilihan yang diberikan mak ana.

" Boleh.. Nak pergi poly boleh..Malaysia boleh..ITE pun boleh.. Asalkan belajar bersungguh-sungguh.."

Whoa. Masa dengar Ummi ckp mcm tu, masrur jiddan seh!Skali fikir2 balik, this is bad news!*moans*

Dahlah 'dilamar' dengan guru ana, pasal bahas. then pasal busyra lagi. erk. *roars*

Tak pelah.. Ummi told me;

"..kene du'a and tawakkal 100% to Allah. And heck care what others say about the ultimate choice. They cant talk about your choice later on. It's abt yourself, your future. And if you do heed what others say, you think they'd help you out when in times of difficulty? It's your future. Your choice. Let Allah choose for you. Only He knows the best choice. And if people were to ask you abt this, just say; saya pun tak tahu. Allah je yang tahu."

Hmm..that hit the nail. I guess my mother answered my questions.Still, there is 1 question left unanswered. And I shall wait with patience for it. insya Allah. =)

So what's with the green-coloured lyrics?

Oh heh. I guess we will be taking different paths yet with the same mission; to gain His Love, Ridha & Maghfirah.
So it doesn't matter how far we are from each other, let's say I'm in err Zimbabwe and you're in MWTI, (haha!!)
we can still keep in touch with each other through our du'aa.

Eh tapikan.. daun pun tak selamanya segar dan hijau kan? Yang daun kering berlambak2 bertaburan kat roadside tu?

Ahh.. sebab tu lah.. "kullu man a'laiha faan.." semua benda akan binasa..

Conclusion: So the daunan isnt a really good simile. kikiki. ~.^

Yang penting, kalau ukhuwwah tu kerana Allah, insya Allah ianya akan berkekalan fiddun-ya wal akhirah. =)

Salam ukhuwwah.

Jack Black- School of Rock

Baby we was making straight A's,
But we were stuck in a dumb daze.
Don’t take much to memorize your lies.
I feel like I've been hypnotisized.
And then that magic man; he come to town.
Whoo wee!
He done spun my head around.
He said, "Recess is in session.
Two and two make five."
And now baby, oh, I’m alive.
Oh yeah!
I’m alive

(Chorus:)
And if you want to be the teacher's pet,
Well baby you just better forget it.
Rock got no reason. Rock got no rhyme.
You better get me to school on time.

Oh you know I was on an honor roll.
Got good grades and got no soul.
Raised my hand before I could speak my mind.
I been biting my tongue too many times.
And then that magic man said to obey…..uh-huh
"Do what magic man do, not what magic man say."
Now can I please have the attention of the class.
Today's assignment... a hem... kick some ass!

(Chorus x 2)

This is my final exam.
Now you all know who I am .
I might not be that perfect son.
But ya'll be rockin' when I'm done.

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Salaam.

I just love that movie. Oh yeah perhaps some would disagree with me.

"Rock? Budak madrasah dengar lagu rock??"

Hmm..yeah. Budak madrasah pun teenager jugak. Ambil pati buang hampasnya.
Mane yang baik, kite amik. Be more open.

Okay, okay. Fine, fine. I won't debate about those. I've had enough debating. (duh). LoL.

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Hmm.. So what's with the movie?

"I might not be that perfect son, but y'all be rocking when I'm done."

That is so erm true. I hope. Okay, I don't expect my family to rock when I'm done (hah!) but hey, I'm just another average girl. Another teenager who despises high expectations. grr.

Penat tau... Asek fail to do something je, parents lose trust. Adeihhhhh.

And when they do, I'll go into another fit of rage of mine or rather, turn into a female hulk.
(eh, imagine eh female hulk.. haha!)

Okay I know sighing is bad but *sigh* (oops. I just did).

Bottomline: Susahnye nak jadi orang baik!! :'(

So I have 4 siblings but I feel as though my parents have only 1 child. And that child has to do everything.

Makin orang nak jadi baik, makin banyak ujian yang "memaksa" kite jadi orang jahat.
Eish. Sedih..................

Tiba-tiba teringat badge Farahin which has the sayings of our Al-Mu'allim:
"Verily ANGER is of satan".

-_-"

So it is my fault then. Yes, it has ALWAYS been mine. I try to understand them, my family, that is, and then respect them. But no matter hard I've tried, no matter how much progress I've made, things just get worse and I'm back to square 1, being a short-circuited person.

Grr.

Sape2 ade trampoline tak? Kalau ana marah, tak payah ana vent out pat mane2 atau sape2, instead just jump up and down on the trampoline setinggi-tingginye. ^-^

Grr.

Okay, I shouldnt keep repeating that 'grr' but istighfar, right? GR.... okay stop. hmff.

Astaghfirullahal'azim..

When I reflect back, I think; why did I get mad in the first place?

Answer: My parents expect too much from me.

And?

Me: It bothers me A LOT when they get all fed-up each time I fail to accomplish a work or when things do go their way.

Ohh...

Me: wait. i'm not finished. (heh). It's so unfair. I am under so much pressure. I mean, shouldnt children receive equal love, compassion and treatment from parents? Ok. let's not talk about love or compassion but treatment.

I don't mean I am treated badly but just look. I am like. Whoa.the housekeeper. Muahaha. And a tutor. Alah, senang kata, mcm seorang ibulah. Ana jage adik ana. Jage rumah, ajar adik ana. Bla bla bla. Kalau seorang ibu, semestinya nak yang terbaik kan untuk anak-anaknya. Kalau bab pelajaran, si ibu akan ajar anaknya betul2' kalau salah, betul dimarahi anak itu. Jika anak itu bersalah, betul dimarahi dan dinasihati. Dan anak itu nangis ke ape ke kecik hati ke kerana ibu memarahinya.

Mungkin orang di sekeliling lihat situasi/cara/metode si ibu mendidik si anak itu salah. Malahan terdapat juga anak-anak yang tidak beberapa suka dengan cara si ibu.
(erm. ana gitu uh. kecik2 tak suke seh. sekarang dah paham uh.sikit.haiz.)
tapi si anak kecil itu tetap akan menghargai apa yang dilakukan oleh si ibu. Jika tidak kerana marahnya si ibu, takkan si anak akan mengerti akhlak/suluk yang baik apabila dia dewasa.

Ana pun mcm tu terhadap adik ana. sebab tu org2 kat rumah ni tak suke ana jaga/ajar adik ana. terlampau kot. tapi adik ana nie rapat pulak dengan ana. sampai pergi sekolah rindu ana, nak letak pic ana dlm wallet die. (erk.). hmm.

Penat.Letih.Bingit. Argh. Ngantuk.ZzZz.

Semoga Allah memberi kami petunjuk.
Ya Rabb, masih jauhkah lagi perjalananku untuk mendapat gelaran 'solehah'..?
Aku dambakan KasihMu, PentujukMu, MaghfirahMu..
jadikanlah adikku anak yang solehah.
Keluarga bahagia, itulah yang aku impikan ya Rahman.
Keluargaku di sini, juga keluargaku di akhirat kelak. Amin.

Salaam.

hehe. I am so in love with it. Check it out! Go hijab! =))

Salaam'alaikum..

Humairah- Yg pipinya kemerah-merahan
Little Red Rose
Sayyidatina 'A isyah..

Gadis riang ceria
Tersenyum manis dan tertawa
Debu pasir kota mulia
Hinggap di pipimu Umaira

Sutera Bahrain yang merah
Litupi dirimu oh wanita
Terpatri janji hidup bersama
Kini kau kasih insan mulia

Teman suka dan duka
Bersama harungi segalanya
Cemburumu bukan lagi rahsia
Tanda kasih padu dijiwa

Aishah Aishah... istimewa
Aishah Aishah... si merah
Aishah Aishah... bijak mulia
Aishah Aishah... kau setia

Cintamu cinta abadi
Ke akhir hayat kau di sisi
Halaman kau raudah yang suci
Tempat kekasihmu bersemadi

Aishah Aishah... istimewa
Aishah Aishah... si merah

Dan ujian melanda
Badai fitnah semua menimpa
Hentikan deraian airmata
Kerna Tuhan tetap berkuasa
Menjadi pelindung
Dan terjelas segalanya

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Tiba-tiba ana suka pulak dengan lagu ni.
Ye uh.. Sejak asyik pergi sini je kan. heh. Tapi memang tak dpt dinafikan, best uh link tu.
Adik ana pun suke. =D

Sayyidatina Aisyah- seorang dari Ummahatul Mukminin juga tokoh wanita mithali.

Semoga sifat-sifat yang ada pada Ummahatul Mukminin dan perdibadi mereka yang mulia, dapat ana, anti dan antunna contohi. Amin.. =)

Salaam'alaikum...

Ever heard of the name Sirius Black?
Ok, so Harry Potter fans would go "DUHH!" upon reading this. (heh)

Anyway, I was browsing through one of my favourite links.

And I stumbled upon this article entitled Some Miracles of the Qur'an Relating the Universe.
It caught my attention? You bet. However, it does sound AND look quite draggy though. Of course, the Al-Qur'an explains everything. And that "everything" is sure about EVERYTHING. Even the tiniest bit. (you get what i mean?)

"So what does it have got to do with Sirius Black? " you might ask.

Okay. Here it goes.

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The Star Sirius

When certain concepts mentioned in the Qur'an are studied in 21st century,
scientific discoveries have proved that we are equipped with yet more miracles of the Qur'an. One of these is the star Sirius, mentioned in Surat an-Najm 49:

... it is He Who is the Lord of Sirius. (Qur'an, 53: 49)

Oh yes, by the way, if you were to look up the meaning of Sirius, it is the brightest star in the sky. Check it out at www.dictionary.com. (=

The fact that the Arabic word "shi'raa" a.k.a Sirius, appears only in Surah an-Najm, meaning only "star," 49 is particularly striking. Because, looking at the irregular movement of Sirius, a.k.a the brightest star in the night sky, as their starting point, scientists discovered that it was actually a double star!.

Fuyoo... Double star dokk.. Mesti lawa ehh.. Eh ape ana ni *slaps forehead* Subhanallah~

Sirius is actually a set of two stars, known as Sirius A and Sirius B.

(ahh..mcm Maths pulak. Cumulative Frequency Curve. Curve A, curve B! haha! cute nye!)

The larger of these is Sirius A, which is also the closer to the Earth and the brightest star that can be seen with the naked eye. However, Sirius B cannot be seen without a telescope.

The Sirius double stars orbit in ellipses about one another. The orbital period of Sirius A & B about their common centre of gravity is 49.9 years. This scientific data is today accepted with one accord by the departments of astronomy at Harvard, Ottawa and Leicester Universities.

Sirius, the brightest star, is actually a twin star... Its orbit lasts 49.9 years.

As is known, the stars Sirius-A and Sirius-B orbit each other in a double bow every 49.9 years.

**The point requiring attention here is the double bow-shaped orbit of the two stars around one another.

( Hmm... tgh imagine nie.. ade kembar 2 ni. Si abg name Sirius A, si adik name Sirius B. Dorg main pusing2 a.k.a orbit every 49.9 years SAMBIL buat double bow-shaped, mcm ribbon orbit gitu. Okay. Nice~~)

However, this scientific fact, the accuracy of which was only realised in the late 20th century, was miraculously indicated in the Qur'an 1,400 years ago. When verses 49 and 9 of Surat an-Najm are read together, this miracle becomes apparent:

It is He Who is the Lord of Sirius. (Qur'an, 53: 49)

He was two bow-lengths away or even closer. (Qur'an, 53:9)

Whoa..Subhanallah~~k k..kene check kat Qur'an ni..tgk tafsir skali~..

The description in Surat an-Najm 9 may also describe how these two stars approach one another in their orbits. (Allah knows best.)

This scientific fact, which nobody could have known at the time of the revelation of the Qur’an, once again proves that the Qur'an is the word of Almighty Allah.

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Amcm? Best tak? Allah's creations ehh.. Tiada tandingannya.. Wallahu 'aliimun hakim..

Wassalam.

=))

Salaam 'alaikum.

And so we attended MWTI's Pre-U briefing session yesterday. "we"; the 2006 sec 4 students of mwti. I daresay almost all my classmates were there. Terlerai jua rindu di dada~ Hah! =D

The briefing/talk or whatsoeveryoucallit was very satisfactory. It wasn't as bas as I had anticipated. In fact, it was truly convincing and even my mates and I who are so eager to pursue our studies in other institutes became excited and just wanted to know more. I guess because of the easy access to Jordan and Brunei (!!!) with sponsorship. So is that great or is that GREAT?? ( i think it's the latter.heh. ) ok lame. But I dont care! It IS GREAT!! Tapi, masih diusahakan. Insya Allah dapat. Allahumma Amin. =))

Lesson learnt #1: Do not be judgemental! Alaisallahu bi ahkamil haakimin..?

Okay.. Dah happy2, jumpe kawan2 baru para pelajar Madrsah Al-Irsyad pun ada, kakak2 pre-u, excited bangat uhh yang penting. Subhanallah.. Walaupun ana tak serapat mana dgn hunna, tetap rasa rindu tau! Mungkin itulah die haalawatus sadaaqah; kemanisan persaudaraan.. hmm.. Kite kan peroleh tu sekiranye persaudaraan tu wadahnya kerana ALLAH kan?? hamdan lillah. =)

Library- bad news. The whole concept of the new look is like erm, too formal. Okay, perhaps nak ada feel mcm mana agaknye khutubkanah2 kat Saudi kan.. mcm bdk2 University gitu kan baca kitab2 tebal2 berat2.. tapi........... erm......... erk..... (tak lawa lahh and tak da Kak Syu!!)

Heh. Ana dgn kawan2 terasa grr kejap. Grr tu ape? Entahlah. Adjective baru khas utk feeling kitorg smlm dlm library. The same old rules, naggings bla bla bla. *roars*.

"Jadi Cik Hafizah, adakah anda ingin mendaftarkan diri untuk pra-u tahun 2007; sekaligus menjadi seorang pelajar pra-universiti di MWTI selama 2 tahun, dari 2007 hingga 2008?"

Argh. Tidak!!!!!!!! *pengsan*
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K bedek uh. Kite amalkan cara Islam dulu. Baru ana jawab soalan tu, bi idznillah. =)

Lesson learnt #2: Solat Istikharah tu penting! Kalau bleh, amalkan hari2. We make tough decisions/choices everyday in our lives.We need HIM to make the perfect choice.

Tapi mcm ada berat sikit kan nak buat...?? heh. manusie. biase uh. erk. okay..
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Bila tiba waktu zuhur, rakan2 pun nak solat dalam musolla. I've a verrrrrry bad feeling abt that suggestion from the start. hmfffuahahaha. (ergh, tu ketawe ke smirk?)

Answer: Both.

I kept smirking after a sillyandfunnyyetfrustratingandannoying incident happened in the musolla. You DONT wanna know. Muaha. Baywatch beb. Sape yang tahu, tahu lah die.. Sape yang tak tahu, tak payah ambil tahu lah k. =)

Sooo..............

Lesson learnt #3: Guru kita, pun guru kita. Murid kita, pun murid kita. Tapi hati diaorang, ALLAH yang punya.

Lesson learnt #4: Perjalanan orang yg ingin membersihkan diri tidak kan lepas dari ujian.

Lesson learnt #5: Ujian itu nikmat!

Lesson learnt #6: Bila dah diuji tu, maknanya Allah sayang ana! Hamdan lillah! =D
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Okay. Masa tu dah cool sikit. Dah tak marah. Actually, ana tak marah uhh. Sebab tgh penat kan..Takde nafsu uh nak marah bile penat. Tapi ade nafsu untuk sedih. (eh? ade eh?) So ana mcm sedih uh.. bukan sedih psl diherdik..cume sedih sebab ana masih dhaif sangat. Ya Rabb, siapalah aku di mataMu ya Rabbi.. :'(

Ana tengah sibuk lipat2 telekung, headprefect MWTI pun mengumumkan;
"pada haribulan 10 bulan feb ni ada majlis Haflah.."
Ana terus tergamam. Ape makne semua ni??????? Argh! Panic seh semua. Yg ex-sec 4 je lah.

Cabaran....cabaran... dugaan....dugaan.... Solution: Doa, Tawakkal, Sabar & Redha.

So sesudah ana penat, muak, letih, malas nak layan kerenah2 di MWTI, ana pun mengambil keputusan utk pulang dgn Atiqah.

Atiqah jalan pulang ehh?? Ke...naik bas? tak tau lah. Yang penting, KAMI TIDAK SUKA MENGGUNAKAN ADULT FARE. grr. cabaran lagik. hmm..

Dah bertemu dgn rakan ana untuk memberi kitab ni. Hamdan lillah. =)

Ana pulang agak lewat.. sebelah petang. Just nice for iftaar! Wheee. alfu hamdin lillah!

Abeh kan.. Dalam masa sehari tu, ana dapat 3 buah hadiah dari 2 rakan ana yg ana kasihi sgt2.



Hamdan lillah~~

Ukhti- Alfu syukrin sebab menghadiahkan ana kitab tu ye ain~ Ana sukaaa sangat! Masya Allah.. Dengan badge tu " I love Leicester " PLUS the Cadbury Chocolate- Fruit & Nut. Syukran kat abg anti jgk ye ^-^

Akhi- Syukran 'ala hadiah jamilah~ Torto biru or rather Sujina biru~ Ana kata tak yah kan.. degil jugak tapi tak pe.. Jazakallahu khairal jaza' =))

Lesson learnt #7: I'tho-ul-hadiah tantasyiru 'athf warrahmah. =)
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Itulah kisah ana pada tanggal 20 Zulhijjah 1427 Hijrah bersamaan 8 January 2006 Masihi.

Hafizakumullahu wa ra'aakum.

Salaam. =))