Saturday, February 25, 2006

green eyes
You are a CHEERFUL person.
You believe that 'laughter is the best medicine'

and do not take things seriously. You are

naturally optimistic and encouraging, which

makes you a role model for others. You are

warm-hearted and relaxed, often seen smiling

or laughing. You are someone who believes

that you control your destiny.

Your traits:
*Openness in experience
*Nurturance
*Imagination
*Optimism
*Integrity

Your Color: Pink/ Yellow
Your Quote: "The truth of your destiny lies in

your heart."


.oOo. What Are You Really Like Inside?[ Anime pics included.] .oOo.
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*smiles*

For once, that brightens me after being so sullen and demoralized this week. ^.~
HASH(0x8cdf064)
The picture you see before you is my personal all

time favorite piece of art made by Andy

Warhol. This resembles you as a kind, calm

person, with a lovable personality.


Which Image Suits Your Personality The Best
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:D
HASH(0x8cc645c)
You are: Normal. You don't have a label. You are

just yourself and don't really have any

specific type of "style". You wear

what you want as long as you are comfortable

and don't really care what others think about

you as long as you are comfortable with

yourself.


What would most people label you as?(anime pics!) (Lots of results!)
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Yup. I am just myself. ^_^

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Salaam.

You are on the road to Success ...................
...............when you realize that Failure is only a detour


Yep. I knew that. In fact, it is my favourite quote. But as the saying goes; easier said than done.

I know that theory. But the application of the concept is sure hard. -_-"

Orang kate....kepandaian tu 1%, usaha tu 99%...

I am not 'pandai' or 'rajin' so does that mean I am a failure?

hmmm.... Do we have to show others what we have been doing all these while, just to prove to them that we have done a good job? I mean, do we have to do good deeds in the open, as in, showing off to others?

Am I confusing you?

Okay... for instance, I have to.. sort of.. produce my sch mag.. and do I have to show and tell others what I have been doing for the mag? I mean, if I do not update them abt the mag stuff and happenings, does that mean I am not doing anything at all and I am a lazy pig?
And in actual fact, I have been working on the mag like inserttheappropiateadjectivehere. It is just that I do not want to tell others about it. Why? Think about it; does it make any difference even if I tell them? They do not even know what the Albusyra is and what are its functions. So why bother telling? I want to conserve my breathe, you know. -_-"

Same goes for my studies. I am not saying that I burn the midnight's lamp everyday but hey, just because I am not smart enough, (no, am not going to use the six ugly-lettered word here. It will only demoralize me more) that does not mean I do not do my revisions and homework. And the TYS.

Ouh a'ah lah. Org pandai je pe yg belajar. Org kurang pandai kan duduk je goyang kaki. Sebab tu die kurang pandai.

see me rolling my eyes? What crap.

Suke-suke je ckp org tak blaja. Tau uh org ni tak sepandai mane. tapi tak yah nak buat ridiculous assumptions uh.

I do not want to be like Al Jabariah or Al Qadariah because I am one who follows
Ahl As-Sunnah wal Jama'ah.

Those who wish to achieve, have to work hard for it. And I am one of them.

wallahu A'lam.


Friday, February 17, 2006

Uhayyikum bitahiyyatin Islam 'ala hiya,Asslamu'alaikum warhmatullahi barakatuh...

Mabruk 'alan Najah fil munazarah!! *Takbir!!*

The Arabic debate was a blast. MWTI vs. Alj. Enjoyed it all along except for some bothersome homosapiens turned the hall into a wet market. grr. I daresay I was amazed by the debators. They speak so fluently and it was as if they do not even know the existence of "stage fright". Cool, huh?

I do not know why I am emotionless today. In fact, it still bothers me up to now. hmph. I went home right after the debate. I mean, what is there for me? So off I went home. And I did not take the usual route; the bus service no. 80. I took the train. Alone.Yep. I managed to go home alone via NEL! Victory is mine!! *ahem* Okay, big deal. But really, it is a big deal. I usually forget which at station to alight off and etc. heh. I know, I sound like a nerd. Ok. I am one. So, yeah.

My room was a mess; full of junks. My sisters' junks, they were. Since my room has transformed into somewhat pengantin mode, I think something feels just not right. I do not know whether I am being too sensitive or what. Maybe it is because of school. The caregivers keep pressurising us, complaining about our bad performance.

Hello?? We are all slacking because of you people lah! Am I exaggerating? Yes. Argh.
I apologise. But it really is SICKENING, having someone breathing on your back every now and then. I know their intentions are good but hey, give us a break. We are human beings with feelings, mind you.

djjdasdjjf. That's all uh. Salaam.


Salaam.Frankly, I do not want to bang my head here. But oh well. I guess you get my drift, no?








STRESS AT WORK.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Will I ever be able to cope with all these? Argh.

(don't mind my crappiness. Currently, I am so stressed out.)

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Salaam. I apologise for not updating. Heh. Very preoccupied by so much stuff, I should say.
So sorry.Ok, i know. Sorry no cure. Hmff. In the first place, I do not feel like updating. Then why am I doing so? Cuz I'd like to declare that I will not be updating again for quite a long time after this entry. heh. well, I am not promising, just telling. yeah.

School is not fun but challenging. yes, not tough but challenging. And how the teachers are so "cool". Favouritism. Ew. I maybe a geek or a nerd or whatever you label me but I will show you what element I am made of. Ceh. Well, just wait and see. I know I should work hard for it. I know being at the top is not as easy as "pie". I am not sure if I am strong enough to go through all the torture but I am sure, I will make myself satisfied. I am not doing anyone favours but for myself. So why are you making such a fuss out of these? Why trouble yourself, getting high blood pressure if you hate me so much for being stupid? Even if I am, does it even concern you? And even if I become smart after this, will you change your attitude towards me? Look, I do not intend to be rude. But sometimes, I have to. Especially when people like you make me feel that I have to. get it?