Salaam. I apologise for not updating. Heh. Very preoccupied by so much stuff, I should say.
So sorry.Ok, i know. Sorry no cure. Hmff. In the first place, I do not feel like updating. Then why am I doing so? Cuz I'd like to declare that I will not be updating again for quite a long time after this entry. heh. well, I am not promising, just telling. yeah.

School is not fun but challenging. yes, not tough but challenging. And how the teachers are so "cool". Favouritism. Ew. I maybe a geek or a nerd or whatever you label me but I will show you what element I am made of. Ceh. Well, just wait and see. I know I should work hard for it. I know being at the top is not as easy as "pie". I am not sure if I am strong enough to go through all the torture but I am sure, I will make myself satisfied. I am not doing anyone favours but for myself. So why are you making such a fuss out of these? Why trouble yourself, getting high blood pressure if you hate me so much for being stupid? Even if I am, does it even concern you? And even if I become smart after this, will you change your attitude towards me? Look, I do not intend to be rude. But sometimes, I have to. Especially when people like you make me feel that I have to. get it?