Bismillaahir rahmaanir raheem..

Peace and blessings upon the Prophet...

O Allah, if my heart goes astray, do make this little red organ of mine turn to the right path,

make it seadfast with dhikr of You,

flourish it with peace and blessingsg upon Your Beloved.

..and when the others are in deep slumber,

do make it constantly aware of You and the Aakhirah.

Make it stand against all odds, despite it being a little red organ...

Ameen Ya Rabb...

Wasollallahu 'alaika wa sallama ya Rasulullah, fi kulli lamhatin wa nafasin 'adada maa wasi'ahuu 'ilmullah...

Bimisllahir rahmaanir Raheem..

If He puts you through it, surely, He will bring you through it.

Go Hufaizah!

..in Allah's name, with His Habeeb's too..

Ameen.

p/s: ..and I will be fine, insha Allah. ;)

Bismillahhir Rahmaanir Raheem...

Solalallhu 'alaika wasallama ya Rasulullah, fi kulli lamhatin wa nafasin 'adada maa wasi'aahu 'imullah..

Ya Allah, andai aku ditakdirkan dengan dia, dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku.

Jika tidak, tetapkan lah hati ku dengan ketentuanMu, dengan iman dan ihsan...

Amiin Ya Rabb.

Jadikanlah diriku anak yang patuh dengan ibu bapa,

yang menyahut seruan mereka dengan lemah lembut,

yang tegar mematuhi walaupun ribut di hati..

Ya Rabb, tunjukkanlah aku kesilapan ku, tonjolkanlah ia di hadapan mataku, agar aku dapat perbaiki segala kelemahan ku...

Ya Rabb, jika tidak kepada Engkau aku mengadu, siapa lagi ?

Hatiku rapuh, janganlah Kau hancurkan lagi, dengan menarik kembali hidayah Mu...

Ya Rabb, tetapkanlah imanku..Ya Rabb.. Ya Rabb... Ameen Ya Rabbal 'aalamin....

Allahumma solli 'alaa muhammad, ya Rabbi solli 'alaihi wa sallim.. :')

Bismillahir Rahmaanir Raheem..

Sollallahu 'alaika wa sallama ya Rasulullah fi kulli lamhatin wa nafasin 'adada maa wasi'ahu 'ilmullah..

O Allah, with all of the peace and blessings of the entire creations dedicate to your Beloved, I begin my post..

At this moment, where emotions stir and confusion arise, do reserve a portion in my heart where there is still a shed of Imaan that keeps me strong and going...

Frail, feeble and weak.. yet You have given me blessings numerous to mention.

Lau kaanal habeeb bainana...

The youth in his days were not distracted by anything worldly. Yes, they had feelings too. But theirs was in the right way.

Oh Allah, when they are busy searching for eligible wives, keep me busy searching for the eligible path towards You.

Make me always aware of the paths You have laid out for me.

I have the Golden Ticket to Jannah.My Mother. My Mother.My Mother. Then, my Father.

Oh Allah, make me prioritize according to Your standard, not theirs.According to Rasulullah's standard, not the norm.

Oh Allah, do accept my change.

If not to You, then where else should I turn to? If not Your Habeeb's example, whose then should I follow?

Bismillahir Rahmaanir Raheem...

Allahumma solli 'alaa sayyidinaa muhammad, wa'alaa aalihi wa sohbihi wa baarik wasallim tasliiman katheera.

oh Allah.

with peace and blessings You shower upon Your Beloved,

I pray to You..

Make my heart firm with consistency.

Make me realise that is the key to success.

Make me aware of the wonderful gifts from You.

Make me unaware of the distractors in Life.

..to You I lean on.

If only Al-Habeeb is among us... I wonder if he tears when he sees me, a Muslim, like this..

bismillahir Rahmanir Raheem.

Allahumma solli 'alal habeebukal kareem... fi kulli lamhatin wa nafasin 'adada ma wasi'ahu 'ilmullah.

O Allah,

this very moment, when my tears are welling up in my eyes,

my fingers dancing on the Netbook's keyboard,

my back leaning against my pillow,

You know if every breathe i take is for You or the otherwise,

You know if i am truly sad because of You, or the otherwise,

You know if I really want to change, because of You, or otherwise.

I can't hide, because You know it all.

I'm afraid of saying what or who I care about.

I'm afraid of making wrong du'aas.

I'm afraid of EVERYTHING but You.

O Allah, You know me more than I know myself.

Therefore,in full embarrassment, I pray; make me know myself, to know You more.

And to know myself, I've to know Rasulullah.

...and knowing him makes me more embarrassed.

How, O Allah?