Bismillahir Rahmaanir Raheem..

Sollallahu 'alaika wa sallama ya Rasulullah fi kulli lamhatin wa nafasin 'adada maa wasi'ahu 'ilmullah..

O Allah, with all of the peace and blessings of the entire creations dedicate to your Beloved, I begin my post..

At this moment, where emotions stir and confusion arise, do reserve a portion in my heart where there is still a shed of Imaan that keeps me strong and going...

Frail, feeble and weak.. yet You have given me blessings numerous to mention.

Lau kaanal habeeb bainana...

The youth in his days were not distracted by anything worldly. Yes, they had feelings too. But theirs was in the right way.

Oh Allah, when they are busy searching for eligible wives, keep me busy searching for the eligible path towards You.

Make me always aware of the paths You have laid out for me.

I have the Golden Ticket to Jannah.My Mother. My Mother.My Mother. Then, my Father.

Oh Allah, make me prioritize according to Your standard, not theirs.According to Rasulullah's standard, not the norm.

Oh Allah, do accept my change.

If not to You, then where else should I turn to? If not Your Habeeb's example, whose then should I follow?