I think I've got Clinical Depression.

I've got all the symptooms. Okay, not ALL of them but most of them.
I mean, it's so damn obvious. I can't think clearly, I've got inferior complex, I think so low about myself and such.

My exams are here. And I 'm not allowed to study outdoors. I'm supposed to entertain my guests. And my elder sister gets to go out every freaking day, 'studying' with her friends and stuff. She doesn't do the house work and NEVER gets scolded. She's alwasy seen 'studying' but actually hogs on the phone and chats online. She's always nice to my parents but bitches about them behind their back. ok. that's what i'm doing to her right now. But hey! At least I do no bitch about my parents.. mind you!

So now....I'm 'advised' to RESPECT my parents, NEVER say NO, LEARN to be PATIENT and STUDY smart.

Like what the freaking holly ballony is this, man??

And if I'm doomed, my performance in school slacks, I get the scolding, nagging, spanking maybe and etc.

Oh sheesh. See how amazingly 'beautiful' my life is?