One peculiar kid coming through....

Peace to be upon y'all. I'm kinda puzzled by those stares I keep receiving from people whenever I walk past them. Is anything wrong with my appearance? Like duhh.. I know I'm not that pretty at all but I'm sure my face is not that distorted enough to invite such curious glances..

Hmm..I've always thought that it's rude to stare. And I do not like staring at people just as much as I hate them staring at me. Insecured me, you might say. And yeah, I have to agree. That's what most teenagers feel at this stage. I've done enough research on my assignment, which was on teenagers, that most youths feel insecured and all.

Hmm.. I've never thought that the troublesome assignment would do any good to me. heh. Well, now I'm very grateful to have conducted all the surveys and interviews on youngsters. Well, I'm one of them so whatever thing I've found out abt these teenagers, reflects back to me. Nice~ Praises to Him. =)

I was just wondering abt my future. I've always wanted to achieve my dreams and goals.. Be a filial daughter and everything. Everytime someone asks me what my ambition is, the word 'TEACHER' would pop out from my mouth. And now, I aspire to be a geologist. Why, you ask me? Cuz I love Geography so much, i suppose. And that's the additional subject I will be taking for my O's. The first reason I chose Geog was because tht's my interest and the other was cuz I'm very weak in Maths and perhaps, I could 'cover up' my "ugly" grades by scoring for my Geo..

Do wish me luck for my O's, yeah. I have not started revising yet. there are SO MUCH work to do! Even during the holidays. Haiz.

Now I'm stuck. I have to think of ways teaching lil kids English. I have to do their lesson plan. GOD, I sound like a Childhood Educator. Wait, isn't that what my sister is? She's a childcare tchr and her sister is gonna be one soon, in Medan. Right. Sheesh. I sound like a master of disguise. Hah.

Oh well. I've said more than I should. AGAIN. What do you expect? I like expressing myself. But I'm pretty sure that others don't since I've been always bugged whenever I have an online journal or smthg.

Right. I'm blabbering craps again. Shucks. Till then, see you after these messages. *rolls eyes* ok. i know.lame. -_-"