Salaam'alaikum.

When the whole world feels like crushing down on you, what do you do?

Answer: Nothing, cuz I've never and do not ever want to feel the sensation of the world crushing down on me.
Na'udzubillah~!

Have you ever felt a huge burden on your shoulders, mind, your heart full of sorrow and everything seems to be so out of place, and yet when someone asks, "What is the matter?", you just can't explain, not even a bit..?

To be frank, I have A LOT of matters speeding off in my mind at 3 x 10^8 m/s squared and yet I don't think I can't pour them out here, even if my initial plan of posting was to rant about my bamboozling problems.

*covers face, wipes away tears.*

You know, sometimes I do feel like deleting this blog of mine, since it doesn't seem to bring benefits to myself or others, instead it's just full of junk. I do feel really futile. It seems like I have not and can't contribute to, or rather, help my own religion, Islam. I mean, look at this weblog. It's way nothing compared to thousands of my brothers' and sisters', who have been doing/done an incredible job spreading the word of Allah. And yet, here I am, ranting on rubbish. O Allah, would'n't it be nice to help You and gaining Your Help in return? ='(

Taman Mount Austin, JB. Insya Allah I'll be going there with my father for the enrollment of AusMat. I really do pray that Allah will lead me on with the matrics programme. And I would gratefully appreciate your du'aas for me, dear readers. Syukran. May Allah bless y'all.


Ilmu Allah tu luas; mana-mana bila diperolehi.
Jadi mujahidah mesti kuat dan berani- bukan saja jasmani tetapi rohani. kalau takut nak berhijrah, sampai bila Islam nak maju? Tak mengapa, biar tiada orang yang dikenali, yang penting ALLAH kenal kita. Tuntut ilmu dgn berhijrah bukan kerana kawan, bukan kerana nama, bukan kerana pangkat, bukan kerana materi, tetapi kerana ALLAH. Biarpun tempat tu kelihatan buruk/kuno,namun ilmu yang diterima tu yang penting.

Biarpun hina di pandangan manusia,tetapi di pandangan ALLAH, sangat berbeza.
Astaghfirullah, Innallah kaana tawwaba....

Manusia... tak lari daripada sifat lalai.. lalai kerana tiada perasan akan perbuatannya.. sikapnya- su'udzan, judgemental, hasad, dengki dan mcm2 sifat ar-radzilah..
Mulut manusia tiada henti mengata, menghukum tanpa menyelidik..
Kadangkala terlupa; bahawa Allah membenci mereka yang berkata-kata tanpa amal.
kadangkala leka dengan firmanNya; "Alaisallahu bi ahkamil haakimin.."
Kenapa pula mesti bersikap judgemental terhadap yang lain..?

Duhai diri, dhaifnya dikau........
Hafizah, majulah......
Bangkitlah wahai bint Abdul Latif.....
Malulah dengan ALLAH,
nikmat yang diberi terlalu banyak
tetapi dosa sahaja yang kau kumpulkan?
Na'udzubillah!
Hinanya dirimu andai disia-siakan sahaja masa mudamu
Hafizah.......
La tahzani...
Innallaha ma'ana.....
"La tahinu, wa la tahzanu, wa antumul a'laun.."
ayat-ayat suci yang kau alunkan di rumah, di masjid, yang ditasmi'kan Ustazah Mariam..
lupakah dikau?
' Al-ilm bi laa 'amal kasy syajarah bi laa thamar'
Na'udzubillah!

Ya Rabbi, Ya Rahman, Ya Latif, Ya 'Alim.....
Aku menyerah diriku sepenuhnya kepadaMu...
Perdengarkanlah isi hatiku...
Engkau lah Al-Khabir....

-Alfaqir ilallah, Hafizah bint Abdul Latif.