In Allah's name I begin.

Peace and blessings upon His beloved, Muhammad sallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam.

All praises to Him. Alhamdu lillah. (:

After a blessed Ramadhan and Syawwal, I vow to be a better Muslim, second by second.

(Oh Allah, I really mean it, to the minute of nano-second, even.)

I don't mind or care less if others call me lunatic over my extreme consciousness of every single thing that I do.

Despite that, I am aware that Imam Shafi'e rahimahullah did say,

"Be firm with yourself, but easy on others."

I pray that I will be steadfast in that. O Allah.. you know me better than anyone else. My heart is between Your two fingers O Rahmaan..

My studies and my license. The two main goals for 2010.

Marriage is such a long long way to go.

I can't deny that I long for a companion. But I don't deserve to be loved deeply, so long as I can't love my family deeply too.

But it is a lifelong lesson. I pray I could be better, nanosecond by nanosecond.

Ameen..