Hey. Suddenly I just feel like posting a picture here. Don't ask me why cuz I've got no answer to tht.

I know what you're thinking. "Why does the girl in the picture look so melancholic?"
Hah. Well, because she really is feeling that way right now.

Sheesh. I'm such a pessimistic. Does it bug you, that I'm a worrywart and all? haha. To make the matter worse, I'm listening to Demi Cinta Suci. That song sure has a GREAT impact on me. Heh. When the song was released in late 2003, I was kinda hooked to it. And a horrible incident happened beyond my control. So yeah, that's the memorable tale beneath the melodious song. hehe.

To be honest, I'm feeling so low. Although there is a 'hehe' above. Hmmm..what do I do when I'm in this kinda situation? Oh yes. Recite surah Al-Mulk. You know what? It bugs me a lot when I think abt humans. I mean, come to think of it, when we are ecstatic and nothing seems to be a problem, we seem to forget Him and think that we are so great. But when the troubles come knocking at our door, we feel isolated and futile. And where do we run to? To Him, to Allah, of course.

Sometimes I think I'm such an ungrateful person. Selfish, is more like it. When problems struck, we get all panicky and frightened. Even worse, forgetting that Allah is always there, guiding us. Is this the way a real mu'min should behave? I do not understand humans, at times. Eventhough I'm considered one. I'm confused. AGAIN. hmm..

Life is full of beautiful things. But to gain the pleasure of life, you have to work for it. Yeah. I know. Perhaps that is what I'm doing. Maybe that is my goal; to make life beautiful by striving hard to achieve it.