Salamun 'alaik.

Am on the verge of throwing up. AGAIN. I suppose my family members are unaware of LARIUM; the sickly medication, the jabs, the horrible side effects and everything. I assume all the above are unknown to them. Or are they simply ignoring the tough time I'm going through after consuming these "helpful" pills?

I am constantly having headaches, every now and then. Going to the washroom is like a must every single hour. Losing my balance and feeling virtual. And yet, I still do my daily chores and never whine and cry to them[my family] abt it. Well, I recall telling my mum I had a headache but I was just telling. NOT complaining. And yeah, it is that time of the month. So mood swings are normal. AND I can be VERY temperamental, easily irritated.

Yeah, cursings and yellings at me are normal. Esp by my sisters and parents. Name-callings can be heard too in the house. But why is it always me? I'm always the "prey". Getting nagged at, scolded for silly mistakes. My sisters? Yeah, always at work, surfing the net, usually not at home.
For some reasons, I know I'm unwanted.

I don't feel like having a blog. Someone surely is out there, trying to pull me down and would TAG at my tagboard, posting stuff which are sweet enough to piss me off. And in actual fact, I have not even heard of their existence.